[ hard won birthday spoils ]

Today was such a good day. This weekend was such a good weekend.
I experienced levels of normalcy that I have been without for months, and that wretched dread cloud that has been hanging so close and thick for so long was just a tiny, wispy puff of gray somewhere in the periphery for two days in succession – a new record! I am trying to get comfortable with feeling relief, and calm, and happiness, without also feeling as though I am challenging the Universe to remind me how dreadful and terrifying things can become. I have to keep in mind things have always had the potential to be dreadful and terrifying, and they always will, just as they always have the potential to be incredibly simple and wonderful, just like today.

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